myb i'm a acquisitive , backstabber , i'm not good like angel and i'm not bad like devil . i'm juz person who has feeling and as a human i dont want to be good in the eye of people . i'm juz want to be who am i , not become other people around me , -,-

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i think i need someone beside me , who can careless bout me , hear my tears or myb can share happy n sadness , i cant only get bff only cause i think bff is not enough for me . them cant know my feel , but i know i have to think their feel also but i dun know why i am so sensitively started this year , hmm i need a guy to . really need them but i cant push myself for loving . i know it is hard to find it . i'm alone ea i'm swear its true , i think my friends and me are not blend together , we dont know each other , myb a few , its not enough wehh -,- im trying to accept it if someday we are not able to be friend anymore hmmm