I MISS MY BOYFRIEND :)

My life :)

Now my life is empty without a name of 'man' in ma life :) woaa i feel wanna fly like a bird and going to somewhere thts full of restfulness . the place tht nobody at there and i'll let my strees or depression go awayyyy , far and far awayyy . If one day i get my permanent job , i wanna buy a ticket to go somewhere which has a restful life . Bestt i likeee it . hmm i dunnoe lah how is my life afta i finished my spm candidates :( i just pray to Allah , hopely i will find a real job and succes in life amin :)

Manusia manusia

aku tak paham lah why lah manusia sekarang nih suka jaga tepi kain orang , sibuk menjajah nama org kesana sini , dye tak phm keh perasaan orang yg dia gosip tuh akan sakit ati and terasa plus sedih ? haih aku tak paham lah , macam nih kah sikap manusia sedangkan mereka tahu tak lama lagy dunia nih akan musnah ? dan nty pepandai lah diorang jawab kat Allah dgn apa yg dorang menjaja nama org lain , aku tahu mcm mana sakit nya hati bila orang sibuk nak jaga kain kita , apa dah tak cukup kain keh nak bergantung kat kain kita pulak ? haish tabah lah orang yg teraniya tuh , jgn putus asa . teruskan jeh kehidupan seperti biasa , pedulikan jeh apa yg dorang ckp insyaAllah , satu hari nty Allah akan mmbalas nya dgn balasan yg cukup timpal di dunia ini kelak , even aku pernah mengumpat sesapa or mmburuk kan nama sesapa . aku minta ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut smpai hujung kaki ea :)

my father

if i has a chance to say something for you , i wanna said , im sorry for all bad things im doing at you such as im so rude at you , no manner , cant takecare you as long as you want . im so sorry father :( i wanna let you know tht im so dissapointed when you scold or blame me even thts not my fault, but i swear i really love you pa ! i love you more than anything , im sorry :( i just want you know tht im so glad to have you as my father :) you always be there when i need ur help , atyn janji bila atyn dah besar nty atyn akan jaga mama ngn papa dgn sebaik mungkin . insyaAllah . atyn sayang mama ngn papa sgt sgt taw :')

I miss them :')

Yeahh i miss them so badly :( i miss to laughing wth them , make joyful . hanging together gether . imissssyouuu :(

My graduation's day

this is some of my picture during graduation , we take more pic for graduate and have another picture at my friends facebook . At that tyme , im so nervous because wanna take file from a vvip school and then im alone woaa so scared , hy heart cannot stop to beat . haha thts so funny because afta tht , we had lunch at outside of the ball room , and we take a lot of food and cant finish all of crazy food cuz all of our stomach cannot enter another food , then i take laksa wth amie . and then we make joyful with a brother who take it our laksa food . yeahh im so friendly at tht tyme , i dunno why , myb im so happy i was graduate. i cannot believe im was so old teenager's -.- hmm i cant imagine if we finished our study as a students . and myb i will miss them all of my heart , im gonna miss them :( we cant gather like now . we have to take many advanture at outside there , btw im glad to know them as a my friends nor my bestfriends , i love you guys forever with my heart :')

About WE :)

okay alhamdulillah now me and him had being together around 1 month 6 days , im still counting and hpe we will can over 1 years , thats MAYBE . because my feeling at him below 22 percent lah kan . I had no more feeling at him same as i love him before , i dont know why . Myb he doing a lot of mistakes at me eventhough his not telling me what kind of thing that he doing but i know , hmmm i love him but sekali orang dah buat aku , aku pun boleh buat jugak . jangan lah nak cabar aku ea . haih